as written on; Wednesday, May 28, 2008
6:43 AM | 0 comments
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=(its been rough..
im sorry momo for not replying your calls.. Sorry and thank you. I appreciate everything u did. Thank you for being there... I'm really touched. If you're ever reading this.
Its leading into different directions.Yet there's still something holding me back. Why?
I can't believe i'm emo-ing.
Jess
Labels: emo
as written on; Thursday, April 24, 2008
10:02 AM | 0 comments
Last day.
ITS OVERRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!
ROAR !!!
HELLOOOOOO HOLIDAYS ! :D
ROAR !!!
HELLOOOOOO HOLIDAYS ! :D
wow. i can't believe i was emotional.
so malu. don't laugh don't laugh.
Isn't it so ironic that it's the last of everything?
It's the last day of exams.
It's the last day of my foundation year.
It's the last day of seeing my classmates again.
It's the last day of us being as one cellgroup.
sigh sigh sigh.
oh. and pls let me get at least A- for finance.
or else my beautiful cgpa sure less then 3.0 jor.
T___T
pls pls pls.
Jess
Labels: emo
as written on; Wednesday, April 9, 2008
5:52 AM | 0 comments
Grumbles
*i promise updates tomorow*
I hope.
I dun c y we have to become so close now that it's time to go.
T^T
Jess
Labels: emo
as written on; Monday, March 31, 2008
7:45 AM | 0 comments
Snarls
i swear if i have to hear 'Beautiful Girls'
or any other horrible mixed rendition one more time....
*biish*
The next person/thing i c will be my victim.
I am feeling murderous right now.
i hate sean kingston.
moody.
Jess
Labels: emo
as written on; Wednesday, March 5, 2008
5:08 AM | 0 comments
...Jess's hair+ brown hair dye=?...
i dyed my hair today if anyone would notice.
But i doubt anyone will.
My hair is still the same colour.
BLACK.
Juz that now after dyeing,it has turned into a slight
LIGHTISH BLACK.
I mau mati. My fren, i think lagi mau mati.
After helping me dye for so long.....
Now i'll have to wait fer some time first b4 i can dye again.
My hair damaged for nothing. sobs.
This is the last time i'm doin DIY. biish.
stupid Revlon.
ps: My hair is still soooo unchanged that even my mum tak notice anything with my hair. And she's the sharp one!! :[
Unsuccessful black hair girl,
Jess
But i doubt anyone will.
My hair is still the same colour.
BLACK.
Juz that now after dyeing,it has turned into a slight
LIGHTISH BLACK.
I mau mati. My fren, i think lagi mau mati.
After helping me dye for so long.....
Now i'll have to wait fer some time first b4 i can dye again.
My hair damaged for nothing. sobs.
This is the last time i'm doin DIY. biish.
stupid Revlon.
ps: My hair is still soooo unchanged that even my mum tak notice anything with my hair. And she's the sharp one!! :[
Unsuccessful black hair girl,
Jess
Labels: emo
as written on; Tuesday, March 4, 2008
5:10 AM | 0 comments
mixed up inside
U make me feel guilty.
Stop treating me so good.
Please don't let my heart go soft.
Or should I? :x
In a mess,
Jess
Stop treating me so good.
Please don't let my heart go soft.
Or should I? :x
In a mess,
Jess
Labels: emo
as written on; Tuesday, February 19, 2008
2:52 AM | 0 comments
T___________T
I hate farewells, for it makes me emotionally sick.
I hate u Bryan, for the farewell & making me emotionally sick.
I hate to be emotionally sick, for i will space-out & go over a curb like today.
I hate u Australia, for taking away all my frens to your country.
And yet. I might be one of them going there someday. x3
Geee, I do feel guilty fer not fulfilling ur wish to eat my pasta. =(
Tak ape. Can motivate u to remember me, knowing that ur life's dream is not fulfilled yet.
And i didn't get the chance to get u anything.
Instead u got me a Java chips from starbucks.
Aww man, u make me feel even more guilty by the second.
But i was glad to have the chance to c u fer the last time, b4 u fly off.
I was pretty scared u were fully booked with appointments that u wouldn't have enough time.
How could u tell me such a shocking news at such short notice!!
And u'll be there fer 3 blardy damn long years!! ARGH!!
okays. I'm getting emo again. >.<
It was fun while it lasted. =))
I'll miss you, "brain".
update me okays.
*hugs*
sobs,
Jess
Labels: emo
as written on; Saturday, February 16, 2008
7:05 AM | 0 comments
YOU who is reading
I'm in a bad mood rite now.
It's nearly 4am.
SO?! I AM EMO-ING MY HEART OUT.
I can't sleep!!!
All because i drank ice blended cappucino!!
sheeshh.
And i'm in the middle of having flu & sore throat.
Inilah akibatnya tak minum byk air.
zZzzZzzZz
I've been thinkin as i looked through our pictures..
This following post will be "specially" dedicated to "some ppl".
I guess "u" who is reading this would know who u r.
Relationships.
It's either boy sees girl, boy likes girl, boy pikats girl.
Same olds, same olds. vice versa.
Then when u're finally together, all sorts of problems surfaces.
Dad finds out, Mum opposes, Everyone is against u.
Then, that's when there's little time for everything.
u won't hang up on him just yet. U wanna hold on.
Yes, i know u might just have an emotional breakdown anytime now.
But then, have u ever noticed this?
Trust is slowly slipping away.
We are like strangers nowadays.
I can't even talk to u fer 10 minutes without u appearing busy all the time.
Missed Gatherings. Canceled Appointments.
And u can't even spend a single minute to reply my sms?
Seriously, sometimes, it can hurt so bad.
I just didn't want to say anything.
That's how I lost a few friends.
Because they said they needed time.
"There's always next time". Kononnya.
They always lied.
That "next time" never came.
It was most probably one of the most regretful experience in my life.
Yes, i do blame myself sometimes.
For being so egoistic to let them go.
sO help me if i ever give up on u.
Saya tulis ni specially to you ni orang because I want you to understand, open your eyes.
To show u what u're missing.
Don't be afraid to Love but be afraid to Lose the friends you love.
We've been tight pretty long. But the knots are slowly getting loose.
I've heard your reasons. Excusable ones.
But as time passes, those reasons always seem ever lasting.
FYI, i can't even reach u to know what's happening to u.
Honestly, i think u need to sort things up.
I just feel so dizzy, hearing the same problems over & over & over again.
The solution? you know the answer yourself.
I mean. Hello?
You're the one whose in the relationship,
how the hell would others know what to do?!
I'm sorry if i am straight forward but u know that's just how i am.
And this is most certainly how i feel rite now.
give me a nudge in msn after u read this.
I dah penat betul.
Nak pegi tidur lar.
Really emotional,
Jess
