as written on; Wednesday, May 28, 2008
6:43 AM | 0 comments
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=(its been rough..
im sorry momo for not replying your calls.. Sorry and thank you. I appreciate everything u did. Thank you for being there... I'm really touched. If you're ever reading this.
Its leading into different directions.Yet there's still something holding me back. Why?
I can't believe i'm emo-ing.
Jess
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as written on; Tuesday, May 27, 2008
12:54 AM | 0 comments
university
I feel like blogging about something but then I just don’t know what to blog about.
University life… It really isn’t as interesting as I thought when I was younger.
It definitely isn’t what i dreamt of. LOL.
I had a management lecture today, and I sat there on THOSE chairs (Nirmala) where there’s so little space that there’s now a crick in my neck that really to annoys me.
The boring lecturer combined with the uncomfortable sitting position simply dried up all my enthusiasm to pay attention, seriously.
Now I feel like a batty old lady who had her ass/bones replaced or something. Hurts like a beech. Maybe I should start taking calcium supplements. For heaven’s sake! I'm only 19!!
I should not be feeling like this after sitting put for 2 hours!
I'm always horrified when I see ads for stuff like Anlene and you see this woman slowly going crooked. Bone mass decreases, prone to fractures yadaa yadaa…
I think they could make me a case study. What happens when you don't take enough calcium. You end up looking like her. 0____0
Btw, some dude thought I was Japanese at uni. :)
Wheeee,
Jess
University life… It really isn’t as interesting as I thought when I was younger.
It definitely isn’t what i dreamt of. LOL.
I had a management lecture today, and I sat there on THOSE chairs (Nirmala) where there’s so little space that there’s now a crick in my neck that really to annoys me.
The boring lecturer combined with the uncomfortable sitting position simply dried up all my enthusiasm to pay attention, seriously.
Now I feel like a batty old lady who had her ass/bones replaced or something. Hurts like a beech. Maybe I should start taking calcium supplements. For heaven’s sake! I'm only 19!!
I should not be feeling like this after sitting put for 2 hours!
I'm always horrified when I see ads for stuff like Anlene and you see this woman slowly going crooked. Bone mass decreases, prone to fractures yadaa yadaa…
I think they could make me a case study. What happens when you don't take enough calcium. You end up looking like her. 0____0
Btw, some dude thought I was Japanese at uni. :)
Wheeee,
Jess
Labels: complaining
as written on; Monday, May 26, 2008
7:49 AM | 0 comments
Teng's big day/my first day of uni
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , my best tofu friend!
I love youu! :D
Welcome to the club dearie. *excludes ling out* muahahaha..
I hate getting out of my comfort zone. It is so weird how my life always turns out to be.
It seems that I am ALWAYS thrown into a new environment just when we are so so close.
I can recall back since primary. Yes, primary. Grrr. Wtf.
It started when dad decided to move to puchong. So in p3 I was transferred to a new skool.
But I was young, so u noe lar, the younger u r the easier it is to make frens.
Plus children ain’t that complicated. We were all so innocent. *still am* =3
After primary, comes high skool. And here I find myself in yet a different skool as my frens. While they are in the same skool, SAME CLASS!! …
I still remember there were only the 3 of us from Yak Chee in the entire skool.
Me, Leeyien & Rina Tay. I really missed my frens back then. But I managed to pull through lar. Tapi tak apa, I wouldn’t have traded the world to change how things would have been.
Or else I wouldn’t have met some of the very best frens there if I hadn’t went to Assunta huh?.. Good times. And I like who I have become today. :)
*beams*
Okays. Now comes college. Well guess wat? I find myself in the very same situation. Again.
The sesated one who goes to utar while all of them go to Sunway/Monash. Baaa.
And those two same class tim. My life is such a Dejavoo. So yeah. There I was..
starting a new life over again. But I really liked my class. Not during the first few weeks lar.
I did struggle abit. But thank God I had ChoyLing by my side at that time.
Life was awesome & we bonded as one class.
We became soulmates, Especially YOU, L.E.R. ^^
Awww. I really miss u guys. . Like I said before, just when we got close, it was time to part again. At least for ME!! #*(%$@#^(#*&@&#(@()(!!!
University. All of my frens went to Kampar, living together. U don’t need me to say it out loud.
U noe what happens. Somehow, this is just my life lar.
SOMEHOW, the course I happen to be studying is at sg long. JUST MY LUCK. Aihz…
I feel as if destiny is playing tricks on me.
There were only the 3 of us from the same lecture class from foundation.
What’s with the number 3 lar? I’m starting to hate this number. =.=
So yeah, it was my first day at uni today. I din noe every Monday was formal.
So I think I was pretty eyecatching at college.
The woman with a simple tee & short pants while everyone was wearing suite & tie. Phooey.
But I did meet some really nice ppl & made more frens than I expected.
Hopefully my jodoh with ppl will continue to be good & we would be as true to each other like my previous friendships. =)
Come to think of it, I sometimes do believe God did this on purpose.
He has great plans for me. I just noe it.
P/s: Juz to whine.. I’ve got classes on Saturdays. T___T
WAARRRGGGHHHHH!!
Year one mah..
How? Whattodo?
But they might be changing the time table later lar. So hopefully... u tau lar..
Tired,
Jess
Labels: thoughts
as written on; Friday, May 23, 2008
11:05 PM | 0 comments
What a nice day, NOT..
Do u know wat's the most nerve wrecking thing that can happen to you?
Having a blardy computer with a blastard connection.
To make things worst, i was checking my results on9.
Can u imagine my pain?
The agony to sit & wait for the stupid screen to display my results while all my frens kept sending me messages of their results & asking me how was mine?
Well at least it's over. Hopefully I'll never have to touch another account paper again.
But that ain't gonna happen ey? *shrugs*
I've come to the realization that if you don't ask God properly what u want specifically,
you really won't get it. I kept focusing on my account paper that i kept praying that i would at least get a C for accounts, ignoring my finance paper.
I just assumed that i'd get A for finance i guess.
Yeah, i can get a wee bit over confident sometimes.
Well guess what?
I really got C for accounts... but i didn't get A for finance.
*Hum-bug* Stop snickering.
I will not forget to pray for every subject next time!!
*gnashes teeth*
And the worst part is..
I'm going to sg long ALONE!!!! /crycrycry
It's official..
Yc didn't pass her foundation. Dam sad wan loh.
So yeah, i'll be starting over from scrap.
New ppl, new frens, new environment.
It somehow scares me to bits.
Someone hold me.
Can this day get any worst?
The bright side is.. at least i could maintain my 3.0 average.
I'll be meditating on this positive fact for now.
Just to light up my day abit.
Annoyed.
Jess
Having a blardy computer with a blastard connection.
To make things worst, i was checking my results on9.
Can u imagine my pain?
The agony to sit & wait for the stupid screen to display my results while all my frens kept sending me messages of their results & asking me how was mine?
Well at least it's over. Hopefully I'll never have to touch another account paper again.
But that ain't gonna happen ey? *shrugs*
I've come to the realization that if you don't ask God properly what u want specifically,
you really won't get it. I kept focusing on my account paper that i kept praying that i would at least get a C for accounts, ignoring my finance paper.
I just assumed that i'd get A for finance i guess.
Yeah, i can get a wee bit over confident sometimes.
Well guess what?
I really got C for accounts... but i didn't get A for finance.
*Hum-bug* Stop snickering.
I will not forget to pray for every subject next time!!
*gnashes teeth*
And the worst part is..
I'm going to sg long ALONE!!!! /crycrycry
It's official..
Yc didn't pass her foundation. Dam sad wan loh.
So yeah, i'll be starting over from scrap.
New ppl, new frens, new environment.
It somehow scares me to bits.
Someone hold me.
Can this day get any worst?
The bright side is.. at least i could maintain my 3.0 average.
I'll be meditating on this positive fact for now.
Just to light up my day abit.
Annoyed.
Jess
Labels: bad vibes
as written on; Tuesday, May 20, 2008
7:54 PM | 0 comments
The ideal holiday
Sawadee-ka...
Dontt ya just love Thailand? Phuket was gorgeous! Me love~
The sun sea sand beach is WOW.
Life is good & I love my parents. Haha.
Wait til u c the resort we stayed at. Totally jaw dropping.
Our room was facing the swimming pool & just across the beach.
So cantik ookayss!! Ask me lar if u wanna noe more about my trip.
But for now....SeethepicsSeethepics!!
Phuket island is somewhere down there. Lol.
Graceland Resort. Looks dreamy ey?
Follow the signs. It's a maze in ere.
The lobby.
Drools*
Morning breeze
My dad is such a big kid. No wonder my mum loves him so much. =)
Mum too. She's so adorable lar sometimes. haha.
Aww. The cocoman is sooo cute. i wanna make him mine. =/
Yeap, he's a jelly fish.
Fairy Princess. The whole place looks much fairy tale like with the glow in the dark effects.
I could die of romance here.
Patong beach. Can't u read?
i juz laid a turtle out. =x
I wanna go parasailing!!
Gorgeous. I can die of romance here. Again. haha.
I think we just spoilt the scenary here. haha.
Aww.. mummy looks like a penguin here. teehee.
No dad, that boat isn't yours.
My parents actually paid more to sleep on these benches compared to me who went for snorkelling. O.0
Mua footprints left behind. =D
I can't believe it's time to go.
I heart phuket. <3
*Other pics in fs. If i'm hardworking enough*
Labels: holiday
as written on; Friday, May 16, 2008
8:23 AM | 0 comments
I didn't
Things always turns another way than what we expect.
Can't u feel something's missing?
It was different. =/
Can't u feel something's missing?
It was different. =/
Labels: thoughts
as written on; Wednesday, May 14, 2008
9:16 AM | 0 comments
hmmm
i love being happy. happy-hyper. =3
Sometimes I sms too much until I forget that there IS an ACTUAL person I’m talking to.
If this goes on, I think I might just fall in love with my phone instead. Lol.
Right now, i just want to be comfortable with my life.
I tend to think far too much for my age. *shrugs*
Decisions decisions.
I’m still trying to figure out this mixture of feelings within.
Forgive me if I’m acting weird. I can't help myself! *Sighs*
Oh and if you have lots of money to spare, please don't throw it away for the movie-Forbidden Kingdom. It’s not worth the money you have to fork out.
What possessed me & my family to watch it was beyond explaination.
And guess who I bumped into at IOI mall?
EDMUND SIAH!!
OMG. Nonono. He’s not any famous celeb lar.
But those who noe him will noe lar. Hahaha.
He hasn’t changed ABIT! Yeah, he’s still THAT KIND of person. Wuahahaha. xp
Sometimes I sms too much until I forget that there IS an ACTUAL person I’m talking to.
If this goes on, I think I might just fall in love with my phone instead. Lol.
Right now, i just want to be comfortable with my life.
I tend to think far too much for my age. *shrugs*
Decisions decisions.
I’m still trying to figure out this mixture of feelings within.
Forgive me if I’m acting weird. I can't help myself! *Sighs*
Oh and if you have lots of money to spare, please don't throw it away for the movie-Forbidden Kingdom. It’s not worth the money you have to fork out.
What possessed me & my family to watch it was beyond explaination.
And guess who I bumped into at IOI mall?
EDMUND SIAH!!
OMG. Nonono. He’s not any famous celeb lar.
But those who noe him will noe lar. Hahaha.
He hasn’t changed ABIT! Yeah, he’s still THAT KIND of person. Wuahahaha. xp
I'm hungry. kbye. A lousy ending. i know. I promise a better update for the next post. =)
Jess
Labels: thoughts
as written on; Monday, May 12, 2008
7:08 AM | 0 comments
aiyaya
Is it me or has my cupido changed colour? O.0
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as written on; Sunday, May 11, 2008
9:00 AM | 0 comments
11th of May
Hi mum. Happy mama’s day. ^^
As usual. I made a card for her + brought her out for dinner.
I’m really running out of ideas on how to design my cards as I make different designs for her every year. Some more in a yr there are so many special days such as: mama’s day, mama’s b’day, papa’s day, papa’s b’day, Christmas & even for their anniversary my dad will bribe me to help him make a card for mum. And he’ll take all the credit. ZzzZzz~
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I was washing the dishes in the morning and there was a lizard swimming in the sink.
OMG. I nearly smashed the bowl as i threw it back in the sink and jumped aside.
It was a white lizard okay!! Macam ada cancer only. wth.
I now have a phobia of washing dishes in that sink.
Anything white that i c stuck on the sink will give me a sudden shiver.
I had to ask my dad to stand beside me as i finish washing the dishes. :p
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Is there any offers to bring me out for meals this week?
And possibly the next week too?
I think I can only afford to buy myself a cup of teh tarik when I sit down for mamak.
I can’t even afford food anymore. Very cham de loh. :<
Sighs. I’m having abit of em’ mood swings today.
I don’t even noe what’s wrong wif me.
There’s just so much stuff going through my head these few days.
I have half a mind to create another blog that only certain selected ppl can read coz u noe, I sometimes do have to restrain myself from blurting out too much info.
Some things are just meant to be private. Lol.
After such a long period…………
hopefully I won’t worry myself sick. Oh boy. :'(
Life is such eh?
P/s: SEI LUI BAO! U STILL HAVEN’T WISHED ME YET! I’m disowning u d.
I’m having such evil thoughts that I’m scaring myself. :x
Jess
As usual. I made a card for her + brought her out for dinner.
I’m really running out of ideas on how to design my cards as I make different designs for her every year. Some more in a yr there are so many special days such as: mama’s day, mama’s b’day, papa’s day, papa’s b’day, Christmas & even for their anniversary my dad will bribe me to help him make a card for mum. And he’ll take all the credit. ZzzZzz~
*
I was washing the dishes in the morning and there was a lizard swimming in the sink.
OMG. I nearly smashed the bowl as i threw it back in the sink and jumped aside.
It was a white lizard okay!! Macam ada cancer only. wth.
I now have a phobia of washing dishes in that sink.
Anything white that i c stuck on the sink will give me a sudden shiver.
I had to ask my dad to stand beside me as i finish washing the dishes. :p
*
Is there any offers to bring me out for meals this week?
And possibly the next week too?
I think I can only afford to buy myself a cup of teh tarik when I sit down for mamak.
I can’t even afford food anymore. Very cham de loh. :<
Sighs. I’m having abit of em’ mood swings today.
I don’t even noe what’s wrong wif me.
There’s just so much stuff going through my head these few days.
I have half a mind to create another blog that only certain selected ppl can read coz u noe, I sometimes do have to restrain myself from blurting out too much info.
Some things are just meant to be private. Lol.
After such a long period…………
hopefully I won’t worry myself sick. Oh boy. :'(
Life is such eh?
P/s: SEI LUI BAO! U STILL HAVEN’T WISHED ME YET! I’m disowning u d.
*Dumps to stepma* Dera her as much as u like. *cackles*
I’m having such evil thoughts that I’m scaring myself. :x
Jess
Labels: crap, mother's day
as written on; Friday, May 9, 2008
12:23 AM | 0 comments
The latest updates for the past week
I haven’t been updating coz u noe.. I’ve been busy….playing! :p
Don’t read this post if u don’t have time. It’s gonna be a looong one.
Don’t read this post if u don’t have time. It’s gonna be a looong one.
U have been warned!
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I came back from Pulau Perhentian on Wednesday in the evening. So I was thinking, should I blog tonite? Or maybe tomolo nite? Tonite? Tomolo nite? But tomolo nite I’ve got cell wor. Blog tonite saja lar. But I’m so tired wor. Haiyah! The nite after tomolo lar. Yes, I can be quite aunty sometimes by thinking things over and over and over again. Sigh* sowee lorrr. =(
Bare with me pls. Hahaha.
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I’ve got so much to update about. So let’s start with my new look.
As u all noe, I failed miserably the first time I tried to dye my hair.
Tapi taka apa, if u fail, try & try again. With professional help that is. Lol.
So this is me now. Tada!!! Cantik kan? I noe I noe. Weehehee. :p
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My hubby of 7 years has finally turned 19! [still counting] :D
I’m so glad to have u as part of my life & u noe I really appreciate u.
We Rock Each Other's World!!! wheeee~
Considering it’s our first time cooking for u. Not bad eh? And the presents.. Huiyohh! I now announce that I am officially broke.
Teng ar teng, I scared I bo lui buy presents for u d. LOL. If u dun receive any presents from me, pls remember dat I still love u. wakaka.
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:p
So yeah, me & my frens went to redang on Sunday. Actually not exactly Redang lar. Pulau Perhentian. Lol. We stayed at Arwana Resort.
And I got sick from snorkeling. Again. Why lar every time I go vacation oso sick de. Go Melaka that time oso like dat. T____T
Good thing I can recover super fast after sleeping.
I was as good as new the next day. Heh heh heh. :p
And guess what? I would have won big for rami/tsunami [ I still can’t remember the name] if we were playin for money. HAHAHAH :D
Besttt. :D
But u noe larr. I’m a guai guai lui. Won’t gamble. XD
And if you must know, I was winning straight for 8 rounds like dat so, not bad right? Hehee.
Can I write out in point form? There’s too much to be written down. Lol. We also celebrated Tenza’s b’day there. Dam ying. We used a hanger to cut the cake instead of a knife. ZzzzZz~
Ookays…My enthusiasm to blog has died out. So if u wanna noe more bout my trip ask me lar. That is IF I wanna tell u. yes, I can be mean sometimes. >)
Time passes even faster when u’re having fun. It was time! The end of my sweet sweet island escape. L Awww. Sigh. I miss it already. It’s all gone now. So fast! How can!! /crycrycry.
And soon we were back at putra station, the place where our journey began.
-END-
The ending sounds like a small novel leh to me. Lol. Juz ignore me. I’m sss-ing. XD
Here are some of the pictures snapped:
okay. i lazy to edit pics d. Hai gam lar. Toodles.
Jess
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